I don’t want to do anything right now. Nothing. Not housework. Not studying. Not exercise. Nothing. Except maybe crashing on the couch and mindlessly watching TV. I have zero motivation. Even my eating habits have slipped this week, and the scale shows it.
This has been a very long and tiring week, and it still isn't over. I think that's probably the reason behind my strong urge to do nothing. I'm exhausted, stressed, and hormonal - not a good combination. I'm also feeling pretty overwhelmed. When I feel overloaded I sometimes want to procrastinate, not knowing where to start.
Thankfully my Good Morning Girls group begins Monday. I'm looking forward to their support and encouragement, and our Bible study on 1 John. My 5k is just weeks away, so I'm going to make myself get back on track with my training. I'm going to keep tackling college one day, one class, one assignment at a time. I'll get there, slow and steady. I'll find my motivation day by day as I dig in and keep going.